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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ “It’s called amnesia; it has nothing to do
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    “It’s called amnesia; it has nothing to do with violence
    “Hell, no, it’s worseHe can’t remember what he did
    Conklin gripped his cane, his wandering eyes intense“I don’t give a goddamn what everything
    appears to be, there’s a gapEvery instinct I have tells me Teagarten’s assassination is tied to
    MedusaSomehow, somewhere, the wires crossed; a message was intercepted and a hell of a
    diversion was put in a game plan
    “I believe I speak and understand English as well as you do,” said Holland, “but right now I
    can’t follow you
    “There’s nothing to follow, no arithmetic, no line of progression
    “With your testimony, I can pull in Burton on the Joint Chiefs, and certainly Atkinson in
    London
    “No, leave them aloneWatch them, but don’t sink their dinghies, AdmiralLike Swayne’s
    ‘retreat,’ the bees will flock to the honey sooner or later
    “Then what are you suggesting?”
    “What I said when I came in hereDo nothing; it’s the waiting game Alex suddenly slammed
    his cane against the table“Son of a bitch, it’s MedusaIt has to be!”
    The hairless old man with a wrinkled face struggled to his feet in a pew of the Church of the
    Blessed Sacrament in Neuilly-sur-Seine on the outskirts of ParisStep by difficult step he made his
    painful way to the second confessional booth on the leftHe pulled back the black curtain and knelt
    in front of the black latticework covered with black cloth, his legs in agony
    “Angelus domini, child of God,” said the voice from behind the screen“Are you well?”
    “Far better for your generosity, monseigneur
    “That pleases me, but I must be pleased more than that, as you knowWhat happened in
    Anderlecht? What does my beloved and well-endowed army tell me? Who has presumed?”
    “We have dispersed and worked for the past eight hours, monseigneurAs near as we can
    determine, two men flew over from the United States—it is assumed so, for they spoke only
    American English—and took a room in a pension de famille across the street from the restauran
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    3:03 am
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    "You really did these?" she said at lastShe
    turned and looked at me in a way that made me
    uncomfortableIt's the way one person looks at
    another when a serious re-evaluation is going on
    "I really did," I said"What do you think?"
    "They're goodMaybe better than goodThis one-"
    She bent seamaster omega and very carefully picked up the one that
    showed the conch sitting on the horizon-line, with
    yellow-orange sunset light blazing all around itexcuse me, so damn creepy
    "I think so, too," I said"But really, it's
    nothing newAll it does is dress up the sunset
    with a little surrealism Then, chanel earrings inanely, I
    exclaimed: "Hello, Dalí!"
    She put back Sunset with Conch, and picked up
    Sunset with Sophora
    "Who's seen these?"
    140
    "Just you and JackShe calls
    them asustadorJack says it
    means scary
    "They're a little scary," she admittedthis pencil you're using will smudgeAnd
    I think men wallet gucci it'll fade if you don't do something to
    the picturesBut I think you ought to show these to
    someone who does knowSomeone who can tell you
    how good they really are
    I felt flattered but also uncomfortable"I wouldn't know who or where to-"
    "Ask JackMaybe he knows an art gallery that
    would miu miu bag look at them
    "Sure, just limp in off the street and say, 'I
    live out on Duma Key and I've got some pencil
    sketches - mostly of sunsets, a very unusual
    subject in coastal Florida - that my housekeeper
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:05 am
    @@@@@Do you think you can run
    @@@@@Do you think you can run blindfolded?”
    “Yes
    He grabbed my elbow tightly in his hand and took off, setting a rigorous pace
    He caught me time and time again before I could fallI started to get used to it after a while, and
    I kept my balance better over the tiny pits and risesWe ran until we were both gasping
    “If… we can get… to the jeep… we'll be in… the clear
    The jeep? I felt a strange wave of nostalgiaMel hadn't seen the jeep since the first leg of that
    disastrous trip to Chicago, hadn't known it had survived
    “If we… can't?” I asked
    “They catch us… they'll kill youIan's… right about… that part
    I tried to run fasterNot to save my life, but because I was the only one who could save Jamie's
    “Going to… take off the blindfold
    “You sure?”
    “Don't… look around
    He yanked at the knots behind my headAs the fabric fell away from my eyes, I focused them
    only on the ground at my feet
    It made a world of differenceThe moonlight was bright, and the sand was very smooth and
    paleJared dropped his arm and broke into a faster strideDistance running
    was familiar to my bodyI settled into my preferred strideJust over a six-minute mile, I'd guess
    I couldn't keep up that pace forever, but I'd run myself into the ground trying
    “You hear… anything?” he ask
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@The dry throat, the painful tension in his
    @@@@@The dry throat, the painful tension in his chestAs he drinks, his rage diffuses and he grows sullen and bitter
    They're always cheatin' ya at the last minute, he says to the man beside himThey had come out of the meeting together
    That's all it is, it's a goddam mother-fuggin plot, and they ain't gonna break me, I'm gonna get out on top
    On the way home he slips in a puddle, and wets his pant leg up to his hipFug you, he roars at the pavementPlot, always fuggin a guy, well, you ain't gonna get me
    He lurches into his flat, and pitches off his overcoatHe sneezes raspingly, and swears to himself
    Mary wakes up in her chair, and looks at him
    That all you got to say? I'mwhat the hell do you know about it?
    Roy, every time you come back you're like this
    Trying to keep a man down, all you're interested in is the goddam dough I bring back, well, I'LL GIVE YOU ALL THE DOUGH YOU WANT
    Roy, don't talk to me like that
    Staaart crying, go ahead, staaart crying, I'm on to you
    Roy, I'm not going to hold it against you, I don't know what's the matter with you, but there's something in you I just don't understand, what do you want of me?
    Lea' me alone
    Oh, Roy, you're wet, take off your pants, honey, why do you drink, it always makes you so bitter, I've been praying for you, honest I haveHe sits by himself for a few minutes staring at the lace doily on the tableAaah, I don' know, I don' know
    What's in it for a guy?
    Work tomorrow
    (He would defend the lady in the lavender dress with his sword
    He fell asleep in the chair, and in the morning he had a cold



    10

    GALLAGHER'S numbness continuedIn the days that followed the news of Mary's death he worked furiously on the road, shoveling without pause in the drainage ditches, and chopping down tree after tree whenever they had to lay a cordu
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ "I suppose your mother-in-law is referring
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    "I suppose your mother-in-law is referring to my bellsThe fact is that I am an appallingly bad driverSo
    whenever I take the carriage out, I'm required by my humanitarian
    husband to bedeck it in bells, as advance warning to people to get out
    of my way
    "Rather like a leper," offered Mrs"I shall ignore that,"
    Sally said with an air of injured dignityShe smiled at Scarlett, a
    smile of such genuine good will that Scarlett felt warmed by it"I do
    hope," she said, "that you'll call on me whenever you need the
    brougham, despite what you've seenBrewton, you're very kindThe fact is, I adore careening through the streets,
    scattering scallywags and carpetbaggers to the four winds
    But I'm monopolizing youLet me present Edward Cooper before he
    expires Scarlett responded automatically to the gallantries of
    Edward Cooper, smiling to create the beguiling dimple at the corner of
    her mouth and shamming embarrassment at his compliments while
    inviting
    more of them with her eyesCooper," she said, "how you
    do
    run onI declare you're liable to turn my headI'm just a country
    girl from Clayton County, Georgia, and I don't know what to make of a
    sophisticated Charleston gentleman like you
    "Miss Eleanor, please forgive me," she heard a new voice say
    Scarlett turned and drew in a sharp breathThere was a girl in the
    doorway, a young girl with shining brown hair that grew in a widow's
    peak above her soft brown eyes"I'm so sorry to be late," the girl
    continuedHer voice was soft, a little breathlessShe was wearing a
    brown dress with white linen collar and cuffs and an old-fashioned
    bonnet covered in brown silkShe looks for all the world like Melanie
    when I first knew her, Scarlett thoughtLike a soft little brown
    birdCould she be a cousin? I never heard the Hamiltons had any kin
    in Charleston"You're not late at all, Anne," said Eleanor Butle
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ Panov abruptly stopped and reached into his
    @@@@@ Panov abruptly stopped and reached into his pocket“Here,” he continued,
    thrusting the five driver’s licenses and the roughly six thousand dollars into Conklin’s hands
    “What’s this?” asked the bewildered Alex
    “I robbed a bank and decided to become a professional driver! What do you think it is? I took
    it from the man who was guarding meI described as best I could to the chopper’s crew where the
    crash took placeThey’re flying back to find himThey will; he’s not walking anywhere
    Peter Holland reached for the limousine’s telephone, pushing three buttonsIn less than two
    seconds, he spoke“Get word to EMS-Arlington, Equipment Fifty-sevenThe man they’re picking
    up is to be brought directly to LangleyAnd keep me informed as to their
    progress
    “Go on? What’s to go on to? I was kidnapped and held in some farmhouse and injected with
    enough sodium pentothal, if I’m not mistaken, to make me a resident of—of La La Land, which I
    was recently accused of being by Madame Scylla Charybdis
    “What the hell are you talking about?” said Holland flatly“Nothing, Admiral, or MrDirector
    or—”
    “Peter’s fine, Mo,” completed Holland“I simply didn’t understand you
    “There’s nothing to understand but the factsMy allusions are compulsive attempts at false
    eruditionIt’s called posttraumatic stress
    “Of course, now you’re perfectly clear
    Panov turned to the DCI with a nervous smile“It’s my turn to be sorry, PeterThis last day or so hasn’t exactly been representative of my normal life-styl
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ "But what do I do? That wasn't like the
    @@@@@
    "But what do I do? That wasn't like the paintings
    That wasn't like the paintings at all!"
    241
    But it was, and I knew itBoth paintings and
    visions originated in the human brain, and
    something in my brain had changedI thought the
    change had come about as a result of just the
    right combination of injurieswhat?
    "Amplifying it," I told Reba"Isn't it?"
    She offered no opinion
    "There's something here, and it's acting on meIs
    it possible it even called me?"
    The notion made me break out in gooseflesh
    Beneath me, the shells ground together as the
    waves lifted them and dropped themIt was all too
    easy to imagine skulls instead of shells,
    thousands of them, all gnashing their teeth at
    once when the waves came in
    Was it Jack who had said there was another house
    somewhere out there in the toolies, falling apart?
    I thought soWhen Ilse and I tried to drive that
    way, the road had gone bad in a hurrySo had
    Ilse's stomachMy own gut had been okay, but the
    stink of the encroaching flora had been nasty and
    the itch in my missing arm had been worseWireman
    242
    had looked alarmed when I told him about our
    attempted explorationDuma Key Road's no
    excursion for a guy in your condition, he'd said
    The question was, exactly what was my condition?
    Reba went on offering no opinion
    "I don't want this to be happening," I said softly
    Reba only stared up at meI was a nasty man, that
    was her opinion
    "What good are you?" I asked, and threw her aside
    She landed face-down on her pillow with her bottom
    up and her pink cotton legs spread, looking quite
    the little slutOuuuu you nasty man, indeed
    I dropped my head, looked at the carpet between my
    knees, and rubbed the nape of my neckThe muscles
    there were tight and knotte
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ “Is she hurt?” Ian demanded “Get out of my
    @@@@@
    “Is she hurt?” Ian demanded
    “Get out of my way,” Jared said, his voice calmWanda's in perfect shape, but
    she insisted on being blindfoldedHow is Jamie?”
    “Hot,” Jeb said
    “Wanda's got what we need He was moving fast now, sliding downhill
    “She's fine where she is
    “I'm really okay,” I told Ian, my voice bouncing with Jared's movement
    Uphill again, a steady jog despite my weightI could hear the others running with us
    I knew when we were through to the main cavern–the angry hiss of voices swelled around us,
    turning into a clamor of sound
    “Out of my way,” Jared roared over their voices“Is Doc with Jamie?”
    I couldn't make out the answerJared could have put me down, but he was in too much of a
    hurry to pause for that second
    The angry voices echoed behind us, the sound constricting as we entered the smaller tunnelI
    could feel where we were now, follow the turns in my head as we raced through the junction to
    the third sleeping hallI could almost count the doors as they passed me invisibly
    Jared jerked to a halt and let the sudden stop slide me down from his shoulderMy feet hit the
    floorHe ripped the blindfold from my eyes
    Our room was lit by several of the dim blue lanternsDoc was standing rigidly, as if he'd just
    sprung to his feetKneeling beside him, her hand still holding a wet cloth to Jamie's forehead,
    was SharonHer face was almost unrecognizable, it was so contorted with furyMaggie was
    struggling to her feet on Jamie's other sid
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    3:03 am
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    "You think you know all the angles, but you never do," Brown said"Like before with that garage rolex submariner replica deal, you were luckyYou think we knew there were Japs? I'll tell ya, Stanley, it was the same with you thereHow the hell did you know when something was gonna pop? It's the same with my old game, sellingThere's tricks, there's ways to grab the big money, but you're never sure
    "Yeah," Stanley saidHe was not really listeningStanley was feeling a diffused rebellion at the things that made him worried and envious, made him always ferret for some advantageHe did not know what caused it in himself, but without putting it into words he was brooding that there would be omega watches prices many nights through all the rest of his life when he would lie sweating and restive, prey to all the latest torments of his mind



    11

    THE CAMPAIGN had gone sourAfter the week of successful advances that followed the failure of the Japanese attack across the river, Cummings had paused for a few days to strengthen his lines and complete his road netIt had been planned as a temporary halt before breaching the Toyaku Line, but the layoff was fatalWhen Cummings started again, his tactics were as well conceived as they had ever been, his staff performances gucci women watch as thorough, his patrols as carefully planned, but nothing happenedThe front had been given its first chance to solidify, and like a weary animal it had done even more; it had fallen asleep, it had hibernatedA deep and unshakable lethargy settled over the front-line troops
    In the two weeks that followed the rest period, after a series of intensive patrols and strong local attacks, his lines had advanced a total of four hundred yards in a few sectors, and had captured a total of three Japanese outpostsCompanies went out on combat patrols, engaged in omega replica watches desultory fire fights, and then retreated back to their bivouacsThe few times an important piece of terrain was taken, the men had relinquished it at the first serious counterattackAs a sure sign of the reluctant temper of the troops, the best line officers were becoming casualties now, and Cummings knew the type of engagement that signifiedAn attack would be made on some strong point, and the men would lag behind, the co-ordination would be poor, and it would end with a few men, a few good officers, and noncoms engaging a superior force while their support chanel bag classic evaporated
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ By the time they were twelve years old,
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    By the time they were twelve years old, Scarlett and her sisters had
    the imperatives of the catechism firmly implanted by their mother's
    patient teachingú Now Scarlett squirmed with guilt because she had
    neglected all religious observance for so many yearsHer mother
    must
    be weeping ú in heavenOh, why did her mother's sisters have to live
    in Charleston? Nobody in Atlanta had ever expected her to go to
    MassButler wouldn't have fussed at her, or at worst, she might have
    expected her to go to the Episcopal church with herThat wouldn't be
    so badScarlett had some vague notion that God didn't pay attention
    to anything that happened in a Protestant churchBut He would know
    the minute she stepped over the threshold of Saint Mary's that she
    was
    a fearful sinner who hadn't been to Confession since since-she
    couldn't even remember the last timeShe wouldn't be able to take
    Communion, and everyone would know that was whyShe imagined
    the
    invisible guardian angels Ellen had told her about when she was a
    childAll of them were frowning; Scarlett pulled the covers up over
    her headShe didn't know that her concept of religion was as
    superstitious and ill-formed as any Stone Age man'sShe only knew
    that she was frightened and unhappy and angry that she was trapped
    in a
    dilemmaWhat was she going to do? She remembered her mother's
    serene
    candlelit face telling her family and her servants that God loved the
    stray lamb most of all, but it wasn't much comfortShe couldn't think
    of any way to get out of going to MassIt wasn't fair! Just when
    things had started to go so well, tooButler had told her that
    Sally Brewton gave very exciting whist parties and she was sure to be
    invitedScarlett did, of course, go to MassTo her surprise the
    ancient ritual and the responses were strangely comforting, like old
    friends in the new life she was beginningIt was easy to remember
    her
    mother when her lips were murmuring the Our Father, and the smooth
    beads of the rosary were so familiar to her fingersEllen must be
    pleased to see her there on her knees, she was sure, and it made her
    feel goodBecause it was inescapable, she made a Confession and
    went
    to see Carreen, tooThe convent and her sister turned out to be two
    more surprisesScarlett had always imagined convents as fortresslike
    places with locked gates where nuns scrubbed stone floors from
    morning
    till ni
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:04 am
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    “Forget it,” said Bourne
    “I shall do my best to, but there are ways—”
    “That’s not what I mean,” broke in Jason“I have to live with the fact that you know it and I’ll
    manageWhere was that phone installed, the address?”
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    328
    “Obviously not,” corrected BourneIt’s legitimate down to their religious
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    “Fascinating,” mused Krupkin“So much of the Jackal’s various fa?ades is tied to the ChurchA
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    “Then the Church is one up on you,” said Alex, angling his head in a humorously mocking
    rebuke“They threw him out before you did
    “I never underestimate the Vatican,” laughed Dimitri“It ultimately proved that our mad Joseph
    Stalin misunderstood priorities when he asked how many battalions the Pope hadHis rolex watch prices Holiness
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    “Death,” balenciaga motorcycle whispered Jason, frowning“Death on the Rivoli, at the Meurice, the Magdalen Sisters
    my God, I completely forgot! Dominique Lavier! She was at the Meurice—she may still be
    thereShe said she’d work with me!”
    “Why would she?” asked Krupkin sharply
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    3:03 am
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    "Well," I said, "I can't say for sure, because I'm
    painting all the time, but I think right now there
    are about
    "Twenty," she said, softly and tonelessly
    Something about the used louis vuitton way she was looking at me made
    me uncomfortable and I shifted around"I think the actual number might be
    twenty-one Of course there were a few pictures I
    wasn't countingFriends with Benefits, for
    instanceThe one I sometimes thought of as Candy
    Brown Loses His BreathAnd omega watches prices the red-robe sketch
    I did the addition in my head and shifted around
    some more
    "And you have no idea how amazing that isI can
    see by your face that you don't She got up,
    605
    dumped her ashtray in a wastebasket behind the
    couch, then stood looking at the Hockney with women rolex watches her
    hands in the pockets of her expensive slacksThe
    painting showed a cube of a house and a blue
    swimming poolBeside the pool was a ripe teenager
    in a black tank suitShe was all breasts and long
    tanned legs and dark hairShe wore dark glasses,
    and a tiny sun blazed in Jimmy choo each lens
    "Is that an original?" I asked
    "Yes indeed," she said, without turning"The girl
    in the swimsuit is an original, tooMary Ire,
    circa 1962 She turned to me,
    her face fierce"Turn that tape recorder offThe
    interview is over
    "I want you to listen to meWill you?"
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    store-room, she thought, might have been good enough for MrsInquire where she would, she could not find out
    that MrsGrant had ever had more than five thousand pounds
    Lady Bertram listened without much interest to this sort of invective
    She could not enter into the wrongs of an economist, but she
    felt all the injuries of beauty in MrsGrant’s being so well settled in
    life without being handsome, and expressed her astonishment on
    that point almost as often, though not so diffusely, as MrsNorris
    discussed the other
    These opinions had been hardly canvassed a year before another
    event arose of such importance in the family, as might fairly claim
    some place in the thoughts and conversation of the ladiesSir Thomas
    found it expedient to go to Antigua himself, for the balenciaga city better arrangement
    of his affairs, and he took his eldest son with him, in the
    hope of detaching him from some bad connexions at homeThey
    left England with the probability of being nearly a twelvemonth
    absent
    The necessity of the measure in a pecuniary light, and the hope of
    its utility to his son, reconciled Sir Thomas to the effort of quitting
    the rest of his family, and of leaving his daughters to the direction of
    others at their present most interesting time of lifeHe could not
    think Lady Bertram quite equal to supply his place with them, or
    rather, to perform what should have been her own; but, in Mrs
    28
    Mansfield Park
    Norris’s watchful attention, and in Edmund’s judgment, he had sufficient
    confidence to make him go without fears for their conduct
    Lady Bertram did not at all like to have her husband leave black quilted bag her;
    but she was not disturbed by any alarm for his safety, or solicitude
    for his comfort, being one of those persons who think nothing can
    be dangerous, or difficult, or fatiguing to anybody but themselves
    The Miss Bertrams were much to be pitied on the occasion: not
    for their sorrow, but for their want of itTheir father was no object
    of love to them; he had never seemed the friend of their pleasures,
    and his absence was unhappily most welcomeThey were relieved
    by it from all restraint; and without aiming at one gratification that
    would probably have been forbidden by Sir Thomas, they felt themselves
    immediately at their own disposal, and to have every indulgence
    within their reachFanny’s relief, and her consciousness of it,
    were quite equal to her cousins’; but a more tender nature suggested
    that her feelings were omega seamaster watch ungrateful, and she really grieved because she
    could not grieve“Sir Thomas, who had done so much for her and
    her brothers, and who was gone perhaps never to return! that she
    should see him go without a tear! it was a shameful insensibility
    He had said to her, moreover, on the very last morning, that he
    hoped she might see William again in the course of the ensuing
    winter, and had charged her to write and invite him to Mansfield as
    soon as the squadron to which he belonged should be known to be
    in England“This was so thoughtful and kind!” and would he only
    have smiled upon her, and called her “my dear Fanny,” while he said
    it, every former frown or cold address might have been forgotten
    But he had ended his speech in a way to sink her in sad mortification,
    by adding, “If William does come to Mansfield, I hope you
    may be able to white chanel watch convince him that the many years which have passed
    since you parted have not been spent on your side entirely without
    improvement; though, I fear, he must find his sister at sixteen in
    some respects too much like his sister at ten She cried bitterly over
    this reflection when her uncle was gone; and her cousins, on seeing
    her with red eyes, set her down as a hypocrite
    29
    Jane Austen
    CHAPTER IV
    TOM BERTRAM had of late spent so little of his time at home that he
    could be only nominally missed; and Lady Bertram was soon astonished
    to find how very well they did even without his father, how
    well Edmund could supply his place in carving, talking to the steward,
    writing to the attorney, settling with the servants, and equally
    saving her from all possible fatigue or exertion in every particular
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    3:04 am
    @@@@@Little ol' drink ain't gonna hurt nobody, he
    @@@@@Little ol' drink ain't gonna hurt nobody, he told himself
    Goldstein knew how to read, howeverRidges balked at the idea of breaking some law out of the vast mysterious world of books and newspapersPa use' to say somethin' about givin' a man water when he's sick, Ridges thoughtBut he couldn't remember"How you feel, boy?" he asked doubtfully
    "You gotta gimme water
    Ridges shook his head once moreWilson had led a life full of sin and now he was in the fires of hellIf a man ended up a sinner, his punishment was certainly terribleBut the Lord Christ died for pore sinners, Ridges told himselfIt was also a sin not to show a man some mercy
    "Ah s'pose y' can have itHe took out his canteen quietly and glanced at Goldstein againHe didn't want to be reprimanded by him"Here, you jus' drink it up
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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